Thursday, March 31, 2011

Tell the Truth Thursday!

Have you ever had one of those moments when you thought to yourself... "self I love being a mom but if I could change one thing this would be it!" or maybe "self I really do love my child and I love being a mother but can I really do this again?"

I have been saying this every night for a few weeks.... Delaney is going through another phase, and this one isn't too fun. She gets in bed and about 10 mins later she is screaming and I mean SCREAMING, sometimes it's because she has to go potty, sometimes its because she can't find something in the dark, sometimes its because she wants her music turned back on, sometimes its because she wants to scream out to someone.... but it is guaranteed that after about 10 mins she will scream out for someone to come and see her "PLEASE...... PLEASE.... PLEASE...." but its not just once its not just twice its at least 3 to 5 times every night before she will finally fall asleep. 

There are few things that make me really stop and think what am I doing? Why am I doing this again.... why am I signing up for this all over again? I do love being a mommy and I know that it is one of the things I am MEANT to do and be in this life but this not going to bed thing (well its new to us we never had a problem with this before) makes me wonder if I can handle this again. I know its a bit late to think about that considering the next baby will be here faster than I can blink but I do think it sometimes... and I'm sure it will go away and I'm sure that I will probably not even think about this again for a long time but every now and then I think it...

Is there anything making you feel like huh maybe this is one of those things I would change or one of those things that makes you wonder if you want to do it all again? Let me know if I'm not alone...

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